December 30, 2013

Holy almost 2014. This year went by pretty fast.

Nearly drama free (wow) and pretty peaceful.

I'm addicted to watching Nova ohmy. He's hilarious.

I also enjoy Frankieonpcin1080p and ugh he's just sweet and thoughtful and loves his fans.

Black people crack me the fuck up too lololol

Fried Chicken mayun

December 13, 2013

Friday The 13th!

So I came to the conclusion that my real friends will forever be here for me. No matter who or what talks to them or who and what tries to convince them I'm a no-good, they'll always be here for me.

As for what happen the past few days, I kind of came to the conclusion that it takes two people to have a friendship, and a very special two people to have a bestfriend-ship. And it doesn't take 3 or 4 people to know that business. So whatever has been said "it takes two people to be in a relationship" yeah no shit, but as I said, that's hypocritical if you want to be in a friend's problem with another friend.

Anyways, I love Chig and Skye and Nathan and all the rest of my REAL LIFE friends that I ACTUALLY HAVE for everything. For supporting me and being there when I was at my worst. I honestly don't think I could thank you enough. Because I don't have trust issues, and I don't control people's lives. <33

I love you friends. c: Now I know I wouldn't be here without you.

Hehe. cx

Also Winter Guard is amazing. I love it so much. I've learned so much and made so many friends and I love them. It's like a whole new family besides Orchestra. Ugh, I know a lot of people. I'm a social freak. Anywho, all my grades are up to A's and B's c: woohoo.

Anyways, ya. 3-5 inches of snow tonight.

December 12, 2013

Emotionally drained.

Glad you're happy because I guess ruining my life is a goal.

I've left class so many times today to just cry. It feels like that's the only thing that's happened. Just tears and nothing else.

I mean, I know I don't deserve this, but I guess I'm just going to let my boyfriend do whatever he wants to my friends and treat them like crap because I love him so much and I don't want to lose him.

Yeah, no. But hey, people run in all different ways. 

You should've just shot me in the head.

Anywho, ya.

December 11, 2013 #3

Eh. Don't exactly know why I'm posting this.

I just wanted to say good-bye to a selected few. 

bye.

December 11, 2013 #2

Oh hi. I know you're reading this.

No names are going to be put.

But possibly think about what you did. Do you think it's mature to show everyone someone else's shit and cry about it? Really? And actually kiss people's asses for sympathy?

Ah and before you get pissed, this post is all me.

You know, I actually use to think you were cool, but you can take yourself and slam your face in a door. Alright? 

I mean I understand the typical girl thinks they can go to anyone and have a shoulder to cry on, which is true, but making people mad at me is just outright wrong.

I get it. I made a rant on MY blog. MY FUCKING BLOG. I own it. IT WAS A FUCKING RANT, JUST LIKE THIS ONE.

So you can go ahead, keep stalking it like it's a fucking hobby. Aha.

I shouldn't have deleted that post, because you just proved that I was right.

c:

December 11, 2013

I had such a good day today. c:

Found out about a feild trip I'm going to Tuesday. It still sucks at how there's finals next week though. Oh well.

I'm glad I'm hosting a Secret Santa thing for the Orchestra. C:

My mom and I have been getting into fights and stuff. Says I'm hurting her feelings. I feel bad, but she keeps using the shit she gets me to blackmail me and make me do what she wants. That's not fair.

Anywho. Have a fantastic day everyone. <33

December 9,2013

Hi, hello there, hey!


So, the best thing just happened. AILERA FREAKING STONE JUST REPLIED TO ME AND OMIGOODNESS I LOVE HER AND WHAT I MEAN ;-;

oKAY YEAH LET ME FANGIRL.

Okayokayoakoykaoykoakyoakyoakyoakoykaoykoay

My US History grade is up and functioning. ;p

Woohoo, I'm passing all of my classes. And I think I love my US History/Psychoilogy teacher because omfg she's really nice and ah.

So I use to sit in the back of the room in US History ok. And all these jocks would sit back there (I obviously would ignore them and such) and all they would do is fart and make like constipation noises (?) Like, it's really immature. Okay.

So today, she and I were in the room and she was like "Great, this class." and I was like "Yeah, I'm stuck back here with these freaks." and that accidentally slipped out of my mouth so I was scared she'd like yell at me or something but no she was like "Yeah, let's move you." and I was like "oh, how about here" and I sit right next to her desk and I think it's home base because my bestie sits next to me now and ugh. Yes. YES. I CAN FINALLY ENJOY HISTORY AND I GOT GOOD TEST GRADES AND OMMMMFFFFF WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT.


Finals are next week. Wish me luck. ;-;

Yep^

December 5, 2013

I'm so sorry about not posting as much as I thought I would. I made Winter Guard (I don't know if I said that or not). Tonight our meeting is canceled due to the weather being bad. We're suppose to get buttloads of snow and it sucks. I have an Orchestra Field trip tomorrow bleh. Bleh because it might be a snow day and ugh, nooo. But it also means getting to go outside and take decent photos of snow/it snowing.

So anyways, I'm really sorry. I thought I'd me less lazy or whatever and I'd like, post a lot. But I barely have time and I'm usually super lazy. Right now, I'm getting ready for a nap yay.

Nothing else is really that exciting. I mean, I passed my US History retest (I still need to check my grade) and I need to finish my Civil War test (God Forbid I pass it, ffs it's super difficult). I turned in my English essay, I'll probably post it here and let you guys read it. Doesn't that sound like fun jk I probably won't.

One of my good friends is (or was) having relationship problems and attempted at breaking up with their significant other. They loved their beloved but that other was being a tardmuffin. But hey, they're together now (took them less than like an hour to make up.) and I'm happy for them. It's just if my friend's "other half" treats them like shit again oh fuck aha I don't even know what'd I do.

But yee. I love you guys, here's a couple photos of my progression: