September 30, 2013

Hello thereee!

Yesterday was upsetting, but 2 people only know about that.

Today, in chemistry, we made Silly Putty! Yayayayayay. It's so cool, now I know how to make Silly Putty!

AP Lang is a handful, and bleh. xD I have so much to do in there, it's unreal. :c I have a word test tomorrow, SOAPStone (Speaker, Occasion, Audience, Purpose, Subject, and Tone.) and we have to write a paragraph explaining each thing in a Chapter. It's a pain in the butt.

I don't know what else to write, to be honest.

Today wasn't all that exciting. Mostly tomorrow's classes are more exciting, minus AP Lang. xD

Anyways, yeah. Thanks for the 40 views yesterday, I feel cool.

Toodles!

September 27, 28, and 29, 2013

Sorry for not posting the last few days, a long with me posting this early. I just woke up.

Right now, Eclipse is on (One of the Twilight movies) and I don't know what is up with me and the movies, but I get so drawn in.. xD

I was with Natalie Friday and Saturday. On Friday, we went on set crew together, which was a lot of work. Lifted a lot, carrying a lot.. Then we laid out the set and then we were done.Theeeeen, yesterday, I was suppose to go, but I forgot and also Natalie and I went to the Mall. So, meh. c: Next Friday, I'm sure we're painting so yay. That's pretty much what I'm excited for.

Also on Friday, in downtown St. Charles (About 5 minutes from where I live.) there's a festival going on called Oktoberfest. Now, if you're German, I'm sure you know what it is. Now those who are like "whut?" It's a festival or fiesta, I forgot which, when all that's involved is beer. Beer beer beer. It's a celebration of the upcoming season. I'm not in German, but that's what my friends told me.

It was really cool. I got to watch a Violinist play "Devil Went Down To Georgia" which was ahmahgad. I loveeeeed that. There was a lot of violin playing there, and different types of people from around the world. I heard Scottish and Irish accents floating around, it was yeah, cool.

I don't know what I'll be doing today, but I just know it will consist of running and homework.

Yay for Sundays!

~Madi

September 26, 2013

Ugh, wow. I'm like out of shape. xD





That's today's run. I'm proud of myself, to be honest. Even though right now I;m drinking a coke. But I want to slowly cut off caffeine and start getting healthy.

Today was great, we're going to learn about Radioactivity. I'm excited. C: I'm so tired and shit right now though. I have AP Lang homework and a lot of it to be honest. Anyways, I guess I should get off my laptop and get on my homework.

Once again, I appreciate everyone who reads my blog. c: <33333

Have a great rest of Friday-Eve!

Toodles!

September 25, 2013

Aaaah, 3 more months till my most favorite Holiday ever! Christmas!

When the first snowflakes begin to come down,
And the wind whistles sharp and the branches turn brown,
I won’t mind the cold, though it numbs my fingers,
For it brings the time nearer, when Santa Claus comes!

Ugh, my laptop is lagging so bad right now. xD It's ugly.

Today was pretty good, I think last night was a lot better.

My boyfriend (Yes, I have a boyfriend.) and I made up last night.. Not really made up, but whatever. I missed it like old times and I feel a lot better now. We haven't really been doing well I guess due to school and such. Lately, my internet has been off so it's been more and more difficult to communicate. I love this man so much, he's the smartest person I know and he's super sweet and funny.. Aaaah.<3 I'm not putting his name, and I don't want his name on my blog, so just letting you all know. c: It's personal beeeeeezness.

Anyways, I had to type an essay thing for AP Lang and I did good on it. I be happy. :3

Someone stole a camera in Photography, and I'm so made because now my teacher has to watch us like a dog AND people have been wondering off campus. Like, why are you taken Photography is you have no interest IN Photography. I love the shit out of it, and now I too have to pay the price of the dumbfucks.

In US History, today was the worst. My teacher was teaching while bitches on their phones, while they were talking.. Like really? I'm |-----| THAT close to talking to the Principal and have him watch my class. I know I may sound like a bitch, but if that's what it takes to let me learn, then hell, I'll do it.

We're fucking Juniors in Highschool, you're not in elementary school anymore. Drop your balls and grow up. I want to learn, and I know other people do too. Pisses me off so damn much. I was excited for this school year, but it's impossible to learn and it's distracting.

Fix your students, Highschool. Please.

I was to be a Straight A student, and it aint happening if people are dumbasses ok.

Oh and people on their phones during class? Fuck you. I'M TIRED OF HEARING YOUR FAKE ASS LAUGH AND THE WHINING OF YOU NOT BEING POPULAR ON INSTAGRAM. I WANT TO LEARN ABOUT THE FUCKING ATOMIC NUMBERS NOT HEAR YOUR BITCHY ASS WHINING. LEARN CHEMISTRY, I'M SURE YOU CAN TAKE A BREAK OFF YOUR PHONE FOR 7 HOURS. FFS. I HOPE YOU KEEP WORKING AT MCDONALDS AND I HOPE YOU DON'T MULTIPLY. GOD.

Okay. Yeah, rant rant rant. Sorry for the profanity, I try to use less and less but holy crap I can't help it. People are stupid.

Yes, I use my iPod. But it's during lunch and classes we aren't doing anything. I don't shove my device in people's faces. I put an earphone in my bad ear, keep my music low and I pay attention to what's going on around me. I do my work. Not whine about Instagram. I don't fucking care. Okay. I just don't. I see you editing your photos with anti-blemish. Use some proactive instead okay. Yeah. 

I'm blemish-free. I clean the oil off my skin. I don't go to the bathroom and take selfies. I want to actually LEARN and be successful in life. UNLIKE YOU WHO JUST WANTS TO FREAKING LOOK GOOD ON THE INTERNET. IT ISN'T GOING TO GET YOU ANYWHERE.

Right, before I punch something I shall depart.

Adios! c:

Have a good day!

~Madi

September 24, 2013

Today's rating: 6/10

I don't know, I had like 10 hours of sleep last night. But meh.

I got like, a 98% on my Chemistry test. I was so proud. C:

I walk my dog everyday, and each time is like a mile and a half of walking. Gotta love it. Yesterday, my mom thought I was pregnant, so I had to get a blood test. Joy for me. I'm obviously not pregnant.

Well, I have a friend well.. "friend" who pretty much treats me like crap now. If I know you in real life I may not tell you who it is, because it may or may not be your business. I don't really know, but he/she really just got on my nerves today and made me want to punch them in the face.

In the hallway today, I ended up running into some chick and OMIGOD I told her off because she gave me the most idiotic look after I apologized. I SAID SORRY AND SHE WAS ALL LIKE "You don't run into me, bitch!" And holy shit. I was so mad. ;-;

Anyways, I signed up for the PSAT today, it's $15. I paid. I'm personally excited to take it, it's just I looked at who was signing up and there's this guy that's in my US History class, and he is so obnoxious and yeah. >:l Made me so mad to see him on the list. I just hope he's dead silent during the test.

My stomach started hurting today, I think it might be cramps from my medication. I hope I'm ovulating. If not, I will get on my knees and beg for a fucking period because I'm tired of not having one. As shocking as you think it is, I just really want to bleed out of my mother fucking vagina.

Oh yeah, sorry for not posting yesterday. I won't have internet for awhile. So I only have access to wifi upstairs, and I live in the basement. It's an awkward situation that I won't get into. Anyways, CHARTER GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER MY MOM BETTER BET HER ASS THAT SHE PAID BECAUSE ALL YOU ARE DOING IS FLASHING ON THE READY LIGHT AND UGH YOU MAKE ME SO MAD AND JESUS GET. YO. SHIT. TO. GETH. ER. SDKJFAHJKDFHASDF.

Thanks for reading, and have a good day!

Septeber 22, 2013

I've been getting about 30 views a day! Thank you so much everyone, I can't believe how much my blog is growing. You all are the best.<3

If you hadn't noticed already, there's a donate button at the top of my blog. I have been into writing and drawing, and I've been trying to get money by not asking my parents. Yeah, I'm 17. If you've been here before, my parent's won't allow me to get a job. If this works out the way I want it to, I will post my doodles, sketches, and I will also take/give advice.

 I have a very large imagination, and I would always go around Google to find something, but I never could find the things I wanted. So to find what I want, I have to make what I want. So that means sketching.. Pencils, art notebook, etc. I would do a PO Box, but my mom would freaking kill me.

Anyways, Love you all again. xD

<33

~Madi

September 21st.

I don't know what to post today.


I'm tired.

._.

And.. I don't know.. this just doesn't feel the same..

27th Day of School

Actually counted today. I was way off, I don't know why. Weird.

Today went okay. My family is yelling at me because I want a phone so bad. "We got you that ring.."

I'm not stupid.

But to be fair, I asked for the phone, and we intended on getting the ring back in June. So, don't pull that card with me. Thanks, parents.

My sister has been treating me like crap lately. Like she has a stick up her ass. Fuck.

I'm addicted to a song called Sail by Awolnation. <3 I adore the shit out of it.

I think i did really good on my test in AP Lang. I'm proud.

Anyways, I don't know what to put. I did the usual today. I went to Natalie's house again.<333

Having the girl talks with eachother makes me feel good because I love helping her out. She's my best friend, and my sissy. I love her so much, and she is an idol. She's funny as hell, she's so pretty, and I know she reads my blog.<3 Love ya!

Anyways, tomorrow is a half day of school. <3

My 17th Birthday!

So, today was alright. The only teacher who know it was my birthday, was my Spanish teacher. xD

Anyways, I got two gifts today. I'll show you the photos I put on Facebook:

My class ring and Natalie got me my first iPhone 5s case. c: My class ring was crazy expensive. I sat down with my mom back in march, and the ring is:

~14 Karat Gold
~Real Diamonds
~Real Sapphire
~Costom Ingravings

And in the inside, it has my full name, which I absolutely adore.

 

So yeah, there's my name and the 14k engraved on the back. Just so you all know I'm not full of shit.

<333 Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday and I'll make a post tomorrow!

btw, just saving this here, this was written by my friend Corey.. Who is utterly amazing for writing this:

" Madi,

Probably one of the nciest people I've met online, EVER! You are amazing in every aspect of life, when someone needs, you give. You could be compared to angel, the only difference being that you can't fly. I'm not sure why anyone on this planet would have problems with you, you are smart, happy, creative, nice, caring, you are a model to everyone, really :P.

I see you as a successful person with all these virtues, whether it be running a business or becoming an actress, a famous youtuber or musician ;), you are ready for life, you toss everything life tosses you back to their owner(s).

It is more than a privilege to know you, being your friend is more than just amazing, sometimes I can't express how ergzerheth AWESOME you are! :D I'm really really sorry that I couldn't give you a physical present, so I tried giving you a mental present, which I hope you accept :P.

Best regards and warm love (is that too far? :P) from your friendly neighbourhood Corey :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADI, you deserve the best from everyone, I hope I've given you something that could be considered good lol"

I also got one from my very own best friend, Jace.. Who's was very sweet also, and I would like to thank both of these people for being in my life, especially now.. because I don't know where I'd be without them, c:

This is Jace's Blog. Check it out!

September 17, 2013

TOMORROW IS MY BIRTHDAY.

Okay, I just had to throw that out there.

I'm insanely excited.

And I found out today that I have a 101.73% in AP Lang. WTF. I'M AWESOME.

So anyways, today was cool. I got my set crew schedule, and I need to put it in my calender, but other than that I think today was pretty cool. Natalie ended up putting a candle on an icecream sammich for me, and sang me Happy Birthday. Which I thought was the nicest thing ever. She's getting me an iPhone case, and I'm excited. Hopefully I can do stuff with her soon, because I absolutely love and adore this awesome woman.

So yeah, that was my day.. I'll let you know how tomorrow goes.. I've also had my laptop for a year today. Joy.

Toodles!

September 16, 2013 ~ Because I'm too lazy to count.

I give up counting my school days, only because I'm too lazy to recount. Even though I should. I'll do it the next time I post a blog.

Anyways, this past weekend was alright, besides this one part, but I'd rather keep it personal.

Algebra 2, holy goodness I swear, is my number one class. I freaking adore Algebra. It's weird to say, but it's really true. It comes to me so easily, and I know some parts may be difficult, but it's so sosososos ssoooooo easy in my opinion.

Today I went to Natalie's house for while. I did most of my Algebra homework, though yeah. My teacher didn't teach this one part and I don't know how to do it. I have the textbook, so hopefully I can look in there. But I also think I remember that she told us not to do the part.. So I don't know.

Sorry for not posting a lot lately,. I've been super lazy and exhausted.

I'll post pictures of what I do for my birthday. I don't know what I'll be doing yet, and I can't quite say yet. I'll most likely be hanging out with Family, so yeah.

Today, we had a boil alert thing where we had a really bad water main break, and there was chemicals and bacteria in our water, so we couldn't drink anything and the school ordered pizza for everyone. I wish they would have just called it a day off. :L

Toodles. c:

Have a good rest of the Monday!

21st Day of School

Sorry about not posting all week.

Monday: I was sick.

Tuesday: I stayed up all night doing homework.

Wednesday: Project Trio concert.

Holy crap, last night's concert was utterly just.. fantastic. If you all don't know who Project Trio is, go look them up.  If you want to actually read about them, click here. It's a Trio made up of a Cello, Bass, and a beat boxing flute. Click the link to read more.

I bought one of their CD's. c: This makes me so happy. They are just.. something. It's talent.

Today was a tiring day. I was half dead because I gave all my energy to last night. Yep. So anyways, Thanks for reading. <33 Toodles.

September 8, 2013

Well, first things first:

I was up till 5am puking my guts out. Though, right now I think I'm alright. I just hope I don't get sick again.

We were going to go to the Zoo today, but it's storming like crazy.. or well, it was storming like crazy. So instead, we are going out to eat tonight, though I doubt I'm going to end up eating anything. I just don't want to get sick and stuff again, so I'm just going to wait till later.



Anyways, it's 11:44pm. I just threw up, and I doubt I'll be going to school tomorrow. :/

And I have a fucking Orchestra rehearsal tomorrow. Fuck.

Anyways, Dinner was kind of gross.

My sister knew I was nauseous and still, she still got some Octopus and fucking ate it. EVEN THE EYEBALLS. So, while I was at the restaurant, I puked. Yay for fun.

Anyways, I should sleep before I die in the morning. Toodles.

September 7th, 2013

I'm using my iPod for this post, so I'm sorry if my autocorrect does something idiotic and I don't notice it. 

Today, I'm just sitting around and waiting for my mom to come home. I don't know if we're celebrating my sister's birthday tonight or tomorrow night. Apparently my parents are throwing a surprise birthday thing and I'm sitting here like.. "Will I get one?" 

I don't care frankly, but meh.

I'm so tired it's insane. Last night was so much fun. I have photos.

We had to hang the screen outside two windows. It was so cool, and I, once again, had so much fun and it was a great experiance. 

That ladder held the projector, that's why there's a picture of that.

Anyways, I think that's all I have to share. You all have a good rest of the Saturday and stay safe!

17th Day of School

At my friend Natalie's house. Yaaay. c:

I had a good day, until last block:

Spanish.

DUN, DUN DUNNNN.

I just wanted that class to end so bad because it's boring, and my teacher makes me want to sleep. All we did was review for a test, look at how she grades tests, and at the end just played hangman with my friend Raven.

In Algebra 2, I felt like a know-it-all.. I answered loads of questions right. I don't know, I think Algebra is my thing and I just really adore the crap out of it.

Tonight is movie night for Theatre. I think I posted about it in my last post, but oh well.

My sister's birthday is on Sunday, and I think she's getting her 3Ds for her birthday. I'm  so happy for her. She deserves anything, really. She's such a good sister, and probably more responsible than me. No wonder my dad loves her so much. Oh well.

I really don't know what else to say other than I went grocery shopping with Natalie for the Movie tonight. We got 24 cans of Mountain Dew, mini bags of chips, and cheddar popcorn. I'm honestly pretty excited, considering I've never been to one of these before.

Have a good weekend if I don't blog again, but I most likely will.

~Toodles!

16th Day of School.

Welp, I guess after all that whining, my wish came true-ish.

My mom pre-ordered the iPhone 5 for me.

I don't know what to think, I didn't even beg my mom for it. I guess it's the fact that we talked fort of last night? I have no idea.

Today was actually really nice.

My Orchestra teacher, Mrs. Davis, told me "Good job on playing the test" and it made me feel like 10x more confident. We had a playing test to see where we sat, and I messed up because I was shaking real bad. I get really nervous, it definitely costed me my 1st chair, because there was people who did really really good. I'm just happy for all my fellow section players for being brave. c:

Almost everyone told me I looked nice today, even the "popular" girls. I felt good about myself then too, because I thought I looked real bad in this shirt (Since it's a horizontal stripe shirt, it makes me look wider than I actually am.) but instead, they called me "neon" Madi because it's yellow neon. I like it though, because the whole back of the shirt is lace. Good going, Deb! I love you<3

I guess today was an all-in-all good day. I brought my violin home and stuff to practice for the concert next Wednesday.

Sorry about my rant, by the way, yesterday. I just wanted something to cool me down considering I couldn't skype with a few of my good friends, AND I hate rambling on about myself.. but I guess in a blog, I don't have to worry about it. If you don't like what I post, then just ignore me. Go find some other blog?

If you want me to start doing something for you guys, my readers, please please please let me know if you exist and put your input. Share my blog with anyone you think might enjoy, if you don't that's okay too. I love you all anyways.

I hope you all had a great Thursday, and please enjoy the rest of it! <3

15th Day of School

I think I had an alright day. Until after school when I called my mom.

She thinks I'm a liar. She thought I went job hunting last night with my friend Natalie instead of going to her house and doing AP Lang homework. I DID DO MY HOMEWORK. Like what the actual hell!

THERE'S A STAGE IN LIFE WHERE YOUR CHILD GROWS UP.

I'M TIRED OF BEING DEPENDENT, OMG.

I'M TIRED OF HEARING "Money is a problem" or "Sorry, I don't feel like going there."

ALL THIS SHIT WOULDN'T BE AN ISSUE IF I HAD MY DRIVER'S LICENSE. IT WOULDN'T HAPPEN IF YOU TRUSTED ME MORE. IT WOULDN'T HAPPEN IF I HAD A JOB. STOP FUCKING COMPLAINING TO ME, AND JUST LET ME DO MY OWN THING, OMFG.

rantrantrantrantrantrantrantrant~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~`

So anyways, during the phone call, she practically grounded me because I simply said, AND I QUOTE, "Well, I got step one done: Filled out a job application. Now to see what lies ahead of me." and now I'm not allowed to hang out after school.

PLEASE UNDERSTAND I'M ALMOST 17 AND I WANT TO BE TREATED LIKE A DAMN ADULT.

I've cried over this plenty of times, because it just IS NOT right to NOT trust your 17 year old daughter. I'm not a kid. I'm responsible. I understand school is important, obviously it is, but that shouldn't stop me from living a teenage life. 

MOM, YOU WERE A TEENAGER ONCE. I KNOW YOU WANTED FREEDOM. IF YOU WOULD JUST LET DAD CONVINCE YOU IT'S JUST HOW A TEEN GROWS UP, INSTEAD OF YOU FORCING AN OPINION OUT OF HIS MOUTH, THEN JUST FUCKING LISTEN FOR ONCE. I KNOW. I FUCKING KNOW YOU MIGHT NOT WANT ME GROWING UP BECAUSE YOU THINK I'M IMMATURE, BUT IF YOU KNEW ME LIKE MY FRIENDS DO, YOUR OPINION WOULD BE THE TOTAL OPPOSITE. 

I've explained to her that if this keeps happening, then I most likely won't see her ever again after I move out. It includes losing contact. Because she won't be worth it after it because I know and I feel how much she doesn't trust me. It hurts me, and actually brings my self esteem down a lot. Because she views me as childish, immature, a liar.. like, really? Aren't you suppose to be supportive? Instead of keeping your kids from the big world, shouldn't you be letting them risk it? It's how you learn mistakes. You can't learn without mistakes. 

Sorry, readers. I'm just upset. I'll go rage while I do homework. Toodles

~

14th Day of School?

I feel like I'm miscounting my days of school, but OH WELL.

I just got home from being at my friend Natalie's house. We did AP Lang homework together. Which was pretty much reading a chapter from this UHMAYZING book. I'll give you the title some other time, because I'm too lazy at the moment to get it.

I filled out a job application today. Of course, the only thing I need is my SSN. LIKE WHAT THE HELL.

Well, Project Trio is coming NEXT WEDNESDAY. WOOPWOOP. My sister's birthday is this Sunday.. dear Jesus.

I found out that I'm already failing Chemistry. My grade'll go up soon. Also, this Friday, is "Movie on The Lawn." for all the Theater people, and I'll be going to that. I'm pretty excited because it's Despicable Me. Minions!<3

I honestly have no idea what else to put here besides:

I hope everyone has a great rest of the week, and you'll hear from me tomorrow!

September 2, 2013

I was laying in bed last night, and right before I fell alseep, I was thinking about stuff that seemed so logical.. Then I couldn't be bothered writing it down, and when I woke up.. I couldn't remember it. Like holy cow, I remember being so shocked with myself because I came up with such irrational things. I don't even know how to explain how mad I am for not remembering.

Today, I had school off. Labor Day weekend, so I had a 3 1/2 day weekend.

My sister's birthday is this upcoming Sunday. My birthday isn't this week, but the week after next week on a Wednesday. (September 18th.)

I'll be turning 17. What the holy cow! I'm becoming too old, you know.

I can't wait though, because I'll be getting a new phone. I really need it, to be honest. I'm using my sister's phone right now and she's turning 13, and I know she'll be needing the one I'm using now because yeah. She's old enough to stay at friend's houses apparently, according to my mother.

I don't know if my phone and it's internet is going to replace my internet, but my mom tried telling me that money is an issue and I just tell her I don't want to hear it.

I keep saying I'll get a job no problem, but she won't let me. So I blame her. Not me.

I love my family, but day-um. They [my parents] can be snobs sometimes.

Thanks for being here, blog people. I appreciate that you deal with my ranting, and pretty much nothing else. I suppose my blog can get boring, but hell. It sure takes the anger and stress off my shoulders.

September 1st, 2013!

I was going to post a "Happy Labor Day" thingy majiggy, but I saw that most of my viewers aren't from the USA. But, Happy Labor Day to you Americans!

I went swimming yesterday, and I had a blast. Every other weekend, we go over to my mom's cousin's house to go swimming and have a BBQ. It was actually really really nice.

We had:

~Corn On The Cob
~Brotwurst
~Hotdogs
~Watermelon
~A whole LOAD of different chips
~LOADS of different dips
~A LOT of fruit.

~and more

It was just so delicious, and I honestly had a great time there with the family and stuff like that.

I use to get freckles when I was younger, and now I got them again. Or they darkend, but eh. I use to hate them half to death, but I personally think I look adorable with freckles. So why not get the best out of it?

That's the pool and deck I spent my day on yesterday. It's such a nice secluded area, just outside a small town, and It's honestly just so cute. (Wright City, Missouri)

Everyone that was there always made me laugh, and everyone is just so nice, and I adore the living crap out of my family, because they make me forget all the problems I have. I just was having fun and now I'm sitting here taking the back-kick of it all because I'm sore from swimming, and I'm sunburnt. And let's not forget, I pressure my lungs too much yesterday so It's hard for me to breathe. Oh well.

I just hope you all have a great weekend. <3