November 11, 2013

So, I'm going to start doing this 365 thing. If I forget to post one day, there will be 2 in one post, etc.

Here goes nothing:

||Rememberance||

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I had a good day, it went by fairly fast. I finally applied for a job yesterday, and I couldn't find anywhere else that was hiring. I mean, there's a new Walmart opening soon, but I don't like Walmart.

MY TEACHER FINALLY CAME BACK FROM MATERNITY LEAVE C: I MISSED HER AND HER SON IS SO CUTE AND UGH KSNDISHDKEUDUWJDUHAI.

Okokokok. So. Yep. I've been eating healthier and actually like, being active and I lost 10 pounds in the past month. I am so proud of myself and ugh. C:

I know I should be proud of my body, but when I pose or something for like, a full body selfie, I kind of just frown at it and delete it and I don't try again. 

I've got to love my thunderthighs and such, and just love who I am, but I just can't. I hate imagining the hate and the "You're fat, stop posting that." On Instagram. And trust me, I'm not the skinniest girl ever, it's just genetics.

I really want to be an inspiration to.. Over-weight teens who want to do what I'm doing, but I just don't want people hating and such. So I'm just sort of hiding what I have. 

I accept myself, no doubt. I really love the skin I'm in. Having a thigh-gap and showing off bones isn't healthy at all. I mean, I know someone who has an eating disorder and they wish to be me. It's sometimes scary.

I just want people to accept who they are and what God gave them and just rock it out. If you want to be "Tumblr Famous" go for it, no matter what. 

I love you guys so much, c:

Toodles!